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Each week Bob is joined by Dan Gediman, the Executive Director of This I Believe, Inc . to discuss one of the original essays from the 1950s radio series. This week’s featured essay is by Norman Cousins who was editor of The Saturday Review for 35 years. A noted author, he detailed his fight against two life-threatening diseases in “Anatomy of An Illness” and “The Healing Heart.” In the face of possible nuclear war and ultimate annihilation, writer and editor Norman Cousins wonders about the destiny of man. In his essay from the 1950s, Cousins believes we have the resources to overcome our fears and welcome a new golden age of history. Click here to read a transcript and to hear the audio of his “This I Believe” essay.
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“Inevitably, an individual is measured by his or her largest concerns.” — from Human Options , by Norman Cousins
Though not a member of any Unitarian congregation, Cousins did at times attend services at the Unitarian Church in Westport, and he donated the pulpit of that church “in memory of Albert Schweitzer.” Cousins had written two books about Schweitzer and had spent time with him at his hospital in Lambarene. In conversation with the current minister of the Westport congregation, Rev. Frank Hall, Cousins said that for him “the pulpit represented the importance of the spoken word, and the ongoing search for truth and justice.”
Norman Cousins was born in Union Hill, New Jersey, on June 24, 1915, the son of Russian Jewish immigrants, Samuel Kozinz and Sarah Babushkin (“Kozinz” was recorded in English as “Cousins” by an official at Ellis Island). Growing up, he was both a fine athlete and a fine writer. He graduated from Columbia University Teachers College in 1933 and began his career as writer and editor with brief stints at the New York Evening Post and Current History . In 1940 he became executive editor of the Saturday Review of Literature (later Saturday Review ), becoming editor just two years later at the age of twenty-seven. In the course of his tenure Saturday Review grew from a small and struggling literary magazine to a weekly forum of ideas with a circulation of over 600,000.
At Saturday Review , Cousins not only spoke his own mind as editor, he also encouraged other writers and critics in a collective effort, “not just to appraise literature, but to try to serve it, nurture it, safeguard it.” Cousins believed, “There is a need for writers who can restore to writing its powerful tradition of leadership in crisis.”
During his almost four decades with the magazine he came to feel that his readers were a second family: “Nothing in my life, next to my family, has meant more to me than the Saturday Review ,” he once said. “To work with books and ideas, to see the interplay between a nation’s culture and its needs, to have unfettered access to an editorial page which offered, quite literally, as much freedom as I was capable of absorbing—this is a generous portion for anyone.” Cousins used that editorial freedom to speak his mind on a wide variety of the issues of the day, none more important to him than issues of war and peace.
During World War II Cousins was a member of the editorial board for the Overseas Bureau of the Office of War Information and was cochairman of the 1943 Victory Book Campaign. He also came to believe that enduring world peace could only be achieved through effective world governance. The use of atomic weapons to end the war further galvanized his thinking and writing. In Saturday Review , Cousins affirmed that “The need for world government was clear before August 6, 1945, but Hiroshima and Nagasaki raise that need to such dimensions that it can no longer be ignored.” His editorial “Modern Man is Obsolete,” exploring the implications of the atomic age was widely quoted and in its expanded book form was briefly on the bestseller list. When the United World Federalists was founded in 1947 Cousins served as one of its vice presidents and later as president. To generate support for world government he made more than 2,000 speeches both in the United States and around the world.
In Who Speaks for Man? , published in 1953 following extensive travels in Europe and Asia, Cousins expanded his arguments for world federalism and for a world no longer based on the supremacy of nationalism and other superficial differences: “The new education must be less concerned with sophistication than compassion. It must recognize the hazards of tribalism. It must teach man the most difficult lesson of all—to look at someone anywhere in the world and be able to see the image of himself. The old emphasis upon superficial differences that separate peoples must give way to education for citizenship in the human community. “With such an education and with such self-understanding, it is possible that some nation or people may come forward with the vital inspiration that men need no less than food. Leadership on this higher level does not require mountains of gold or thundering propaganda. It is concerned with human destiny. Human destiny is the issue. People will respond.” He concluded the book with this hopeful affirmation: “War is an invention of the human mind. The human mind can invent peace with justice.”
Cousins’s concern for peace and human well-being was more than an abstract idea. His concern, for example, for the victims of Hiroshima, following a postwar visit to that devastated city, became quite personal. He arranged, with funding from Saturday Review readers, for medical treatment in the United States for twenty-four young Japanese women who came to be known as the “Hiroshima Maidens.” Saturday Review readers also supported the medical care of 400 Japanese children orphaned by the atomic bomb. In the 1950s Cousins and his wife legally adopted one of the “Maidens.” A few years later, again with the support of Saturday Review readers, Cousins helped create a program for the “Ravensbrueck Lapins,” thirty-five Polish women who had been victims of Nazi medical experiments during the war.
During the sixties and seventies Cousins was a leading voice among those opposed to the American role in Vietnam; he continued to oppose the nuclear arms race, and he continued to argue for a strengthened United Nations leading to world government. As he wrote: “The essential lesson most people still resist is that they are members of one species. It is this that we all share—the emergence of a common destiny and the beginning of the perception, however misty, that something beyond the nation will have to be brought into being if the human race is to have any meaning.” Cousins believed that this was both essential and possible. He affirmed over and over again with typical optimistic spirit that human beings could do better, be better, and create better societies.
And he believed that the path to a better world began with the individual. In a democratic society it is, he affirmed, ultimately the individual who makes a difference: “freedom’s main problem is the problem of the individual who takes himself lightly historically.”
One of Cousins’s own great strengths was that he did not take himself lightly historically. He believed in the power of the written and spoken word to make a difference in the world. His commitment to Saturday Review was rooted in this belief. As he wrote in The Healing Heart, “The description of the Saturday Review that pleased me most during the years of my editorship was that it never tried to gloss over the seriousness of the issues it discussed but that at the same time it never wavered in its belief that solutions were within reach.” This was true whether he and the magazine were taking on global issues of war and peace, justice, and the environment, or national issues such as the dangers of cigarette advertising or violence in the media.
In addition to his writing, public speaking, and service with a variety of organizations, Cousins consistently made an effort as editor of Saturday Review to experience events in the making. He believed that the editorial page should be an “encounter with the present.” In this spirit he observed an atomic test at Bikini, visited postwar Germany, reported from a plane during the Berlin airlift, traveled to disputed Kashmir in 1954, to the Gaza Strip in 1956, and to war torn Laos in 1961. Following a visit to the Soviet Union in 1960, he initiated a series of cultural exchanges between Americans and Russians from many fields of endeavor that became known as the Dartmouth Conferences. And over the years he met and often became friends with a wide variety of some of the preeminent figures of the mid-twentieth century from many fields, among them Pablo Casals, Winston Churchill, Albert Schweitzer, Adlai Stevenson, Albert Einstein, Buckminster Fuller, Pope John XXIII, U Thant, Jawaharlal Nehru, Helen Keller, and most of the U.S. presidents beginning with FDR.
In the 1960s Cousins had an experience that changed his life and that, at the same time, reinforced some of his deepest convictions concerning the nature of the human being. Stricken with a crippling and life-threatening collagen disease, Cousins followed a regimen of high doses of vitamin C and of positive emotions (including daily doses of belly laughter), all in consultation and partnership with his sometimes skeptical physicians. He chronicled his recovery in the best-selling Anatomy of an Illness as Perceived by the Patient: Reflections on Healing and Regeneration , published in 1979. In the book, generalizing from his own experience and research, he affirmed that “the life force may be the least understood force on earth” and that “human beings are not locked into fixed limitations. The quest for perfectibility is not a presumption or a blasphemy but the highest manifestation of a great design.”
When Cousins had a heart attack fifteen years following his earlier illness, he wondered whether it would be possible to recover from two life-threatening conditions in one lifetime, but he was determined that he would. As he was brought into the hospital on a stretcher following the attack, he sat up and said, “Gentlemen, I want you to know that you’re looking at the darnedest healing machine that’s ever been wheeled into this hospital.” Once again Cousins recovered, and once again he chronicled his experience in a book, The Healing Heart: Antidotes to Panic and Helplessness . And once again he generalized from his experience with life-threatening illness to the experience of life threatened humanity. He was struck by the irony that all of his books on the ills of nations did not have the total readership of his one book describing his personal experience of disease and recovery, Anatomy of an Illness . Yet his concern, as he wrote in The Healing Heart , was “that everyone’s health—including that of the next generation—may depend more on the health of society and the healing of nations than on the conquest of disease.” He concluded the book with a call to conquer war, affirming that “the health and well-being not just of Americans but of the human race are incompatible with war and preparations for war.”
During the last year of his life, Cousins received additional awards, including the Albert Schweitzer Prize for Humanitarianism and the Japan Niwano Peace Prize.
Norman Cousins died on November 30, 1990, following cardiac arrest, and having lived years longer than doctors more than once had predicted: ten years after his first heart attack, sixteen years after his collagen illness, and twenty-six years after his doctors first diagnosed heart disease.
In American National Biography , Cousins’s life is summarized in the following words:
“In June 1983 Cousins told the graduating class of Harvard Medical School that the “conquest of war and the pursuit of social justice… must become our grand preoccupation and magnificent obsession.” These certainly were the concerns that obsessed him throughout his life, and over the years he battled through his writings and actions to make them matters of more general concern. Driven by the shock and portent of Hiroshima, he worked to combat unchecked nationalism, promote federalism, and build a sense of world citizenship, in the belief that people as a whole might yet construct a new world order of peace and justice. His optimism, intellectual curiosity, and commitment to the preservation of human life were equally unquenchable.”
Cousins’s own words, from his 1980 book Human Options: An Autobiographical Notebook , perhaps best capture how he strived to live his life:
“I can imagine no greater satisfaction for a person, in looking back on his life and work, than to have been able to give some people, however few, a feeling of genuine pride in belonging to the human species and, beyond that, a zestful yen to justify that pride.”
— By Ken Read-Brown, Minister of Old Ship Church, Hingham, Massachusetts.
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Presented in five consecutive standard-period classes, students are invited to contribute to the This I Believe essay-writing project by writing and submitting a statement of personal belief. This is a challenging, intimate statement on one’s beliefs and one’s own daily life philosophy, considering moments when belief was formed, tested, or changed. Written by Jarvis Reed.
Overview: Presented in five consecutive standard-period classes, students are invited to contribute to the This I Believe essay-writing project by writing and submitting a statement of personal belief. This is a challenging, intimate statement on one's beliefs and one's own daily life philosophy, considering moments when belief was formed, tested, or changed. Written by Jarvis Reed.
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Norman Cousins, 75; Editor, Author, Philosopher, UCLA Teacher
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Norman Cousins, a man of letters and peace who late in life wrote of his self-willed triumph over illness, adding yet another dimension to one of the most multifaceted careers of our time, died of heart failure Friday.
The editor, author and philosopher, whose name was synonymous with Saturday Review magazine for nearly four decades, died at the UCLA Medical Center after suffering a full cardiac arrest at a Westwood hotel. He was 75.
Paramedics rushed Cousins, an adjunct professor in the Department of Psychiatry and biobehavioral sciences at the UCLA School of Medicine, to the hospital, where he died about 20 minutes later.
“We are saddened by the loss of Norman Cousins,” said Sherman Mellinkoff, professor emeritus and former dean of the UCLA School of Medicine. “Cousins was an inspirational leader in trying to understand the grandeur of the human spirit and its promotion of health and resistance to illness.
“His vision and penetrating questions were an inspiration not only to UCLA students and faculty, but to physicians and others throughout the world.”
Just two months ago, Cousins told an Orange County gathering that “the important thing is what we do while we’re alive. The great tragedy of life is not death, but what dies inside us while we live.”
From 1940 to 1977, Cousins maintained a self-professed “love affair with the readers” of Saturday Review, the always prestigious and often financially troubled magazine, which at one time was considered the epitome of arts coverage in the United States.
When that love affair ended, he began a new one--this time with students at UCLA where he taught ethics and medical literature.
Advocate of world peace, opponent of nuclear warfare and ghost writer for Presidents, Cousins was a Renaissance Man in an era of specialists. But it was as a self-healer that he became known to those Americans who were not as interested in his politics as they were in his return from a life- threatening illness.
From that critical abyss came “Anatomy of an Illness--as Perceived by the Patient,” an account of how humor triumphed over pain and of Cousins’ eventual road back to a productive life.
He described in that book, first excerpted in the prestigious New England Journal of Medicine, that he and his wife had just returned from a 1964 trip to Europe. Shortly after Cousins began experiencing a general feeling of malaise accompanied by achiness and difficulty in moving his limbs.
When his pain got to the point where he could no longer turn over in bed, he went to a hospital where he was told he had a rare disease of the connective tissues--a disease for which there was no known cure and which eventually would lead to an excruciatingly painful death.
Cousins believed that his system had been poisoned by diesel and jet fumes while in Russia and--after extensive reading on collagen (the supportive protein of skin and bone) disorders--attributed his problem to adrenal exhaustion, brought on by the strain of a whirlwind trip.
(He made this self-diagnosis because his wife, who had accompanied him everywhere, was symptom free.)
Remembering that endocrine problems could be aggravated by emotional upheavals, Cousins--by now suffering increasing pain and gravel-like substances under his skin--determined to replace the negatives in his life with positives.
With his doctor’s permission, he took himself off the pain killers which allowed him some sleep, reasoning that the toxins in them might be aggravating his skin condition and that those same toxins were taxing the adrenal gland itself, further inhibiting any possible recovery.
For the pain killers he substituted laughter--setting up a movie projector in his room where he would view old Marx Brothers films and tapes of the “Candid Camera” television series.
To combat inflammation he took massive, intravenous doses of Vitamin C.
Soon, he wrote “10 minutes of genuine laughter would give me at least two hours of pain-free sleep.” To augment the films he had nurses read to him from humor books. Between the laughter and the ascorbic acid his fever began receding and his pulse slowed. At the end of the eighth day of self-treatment he said he could move his thumbs without pain.
Several months later he returned to his beloved magazine and by the time the book chronicling his recovery was published in 1979 he could write that he was free of all pain except for a minor problem in one shoulder.
His recovery, he wrote, was due to a coupling of his own determination with the open-mindedness of his physician, a man “wise enough to know that the art of healing is still a frontier profession.”
He also believed that his own reticence to accept the inevitability of death kept him from being “trapped in the cycle of fear, depression and panic that frequently accompanies a supposedly incurable illness.”
The battle of living began for Norman Cousins in Union Hill, N.J. where he was the frail and sickly son of Samuel and Sara Miller Cousins.
Physically he was unable to compete with his childhood friends. But academically he was far their superior. By the time he was 5 his nickname was “The Professor,” a slender, impish boy fascinated with the world of print.
He briefly attended Columbia University and became an education writer for the New York Evening Post in 1934. He then moved to Current History, a world affairs monthly magazine which shared building space with the Saturday Review of Literature. In that building were the writers who were molding SR into the cultural voice of America--William Rose Benet, Christopher Morley, George Stevens and Amy Loveman.
Despite their best efforts the magazine, with a circulation of only 20,000, was losing vast sums of money. When Henry Seidel Canby--with Stevens the driving force behind the tiny cadre of writers--resigned in 1940, Cousins was asked to take over.
“I got the job because no one else would take it,” Cousins wrote years later in “Present Tense: An American Editor’s Odyssey” a collection of his essays.
With the encouragement of the magazine’s publisher, Everette Lee De Golyer, a wealthy geologist, Cousins broadened the extensive literary coverage into a more-sweeping overview of art and music and in 1942, coincidental with Cousins’ appointment as editor-in-chief, Saturday Review of Literature became simply Saturday Review.
Cousins made the erudite publication more palatable. He kept the “Double Crostics” puzzler, the bane of wordsmiths everywhere, but added editorials which offered both thought and whimsy; he brought Irving Kolodin aboard as music critic; had Bennett Cerf write of the bemused world of publishing. Cleveland Amory, the essayist and Joseph Wood Krutch, the naturalist, graced SR’s columns.
While sales and subscriptions inched upward, Cousins found time for his first book: “The Good Inheritance: The Democratic Chance,” an examination of the collapse of Periclean Greece which he coupled with a proposal for international cooperation to protect democracies everywhere.
Next he edited two similarly themed anthologies: “A Treasury of Democracy” in 1941 and “The Poetry of Freedom” in 1945. During the war he served on the board of the Overseas Bureau of War Information and edited U.S.A., a government journal disseminated abroad.
Spurred on at war’s end by its devastation, Cousins began writing the series of editorials and articles that soon involved the magazine with both discussing and reviewing.
Cousins, at a surprise party celebrating the 25th anniversary of his editorship, summed up the magazine’s impact thusly:
“I am proud that Saturday Review was the first magazine to report and write in depth about the implication of the atomic age and to maintain its concern. I am proud of the part Saturday Review played in the campaign for a ban on nuclear testing.
“I am proud of Saturday Review’s role in bringing about reform in the manufacture and dispensing of unsafe drugs and in giving its readers such an early and authentic awareness of the problems and possibilities in space travel.
“I am proud of its service to and standing in the educational community. . . . I am proud of its stand on cigarette advertising. . . . I am proud . . . of the battle it has waged for freedom and intellectual inquiry.”
The world seemed even prouder of Norman Cousins.
He was named honorary president of the United World Federalists and co-chairman of the National Committee for a Sane Nuclear Policy. He helped arrange for the “Hiroshima Maidens,” 25 young women victims of the atomic bomb blast of 1945 to come to the United States for medical treatment. As a personal footnote he adopted one of them, Shigeko Sasamori and saw her through nursing school.
In October, he was presented the Albert Schweitzer Prize for Humanitarianism for his efforts on behalf of international peace and the relief of human suffering.
Of all the hundreds of editorials he wrote perhaps one, “Modern Man Is Obsolete,” a touching plea in which he argued that man must learn to live as a “world citizen” or die a “world warrior,” will be his most lasting printed legacy.
By 1960, Saturday Review had confounded those who felt that a magazine devoted to the arts could never be a commercially viable entity. Circulation was at 260,000 and climbing. Two years earlier geologist De Golyer had given the magazine to his editor and Cousins, in turn, had given 49% of that to the magazine’s staff.
Then came what Cousins later called the greatest mistake of his life. He and other stockholders sold out to McCall Corp., a publishing conglomerate which owned McCall’s and Redbook magazines. Cousins’ contract called for him to be editor in chief of McCall’s but 14 months later he had resigned, unable or unwilling to cope with the competitive world of women’s magazines.
Subsequently McCall’s was taken over by Norton Simon Inc., which in 1971 sold Saturday Review (with its then circulation of 650,000) to Nicolas Charney and John J. Veronis, publishers of Psychology Today.
Originally, Cousins stayed as editor but after Charney and Veronis decided to reshape SR’s format into four separate monthlies, emphasizing education, science, the arts and society and to use SR’s name for a series of marketing adventures, Cousins resigned, citing “philosophical and professional differences.”
He started a new magazine, World, devoted, to “the proper care of the human habitat.” But critic Dwight Macdonald found Cousins’ World “flat” as did many other media experts.
By 1973 Charney and Veronis had bankrupted SR and Cousins reassumed custody of his literate offspring. The result was Saturday Review/World, a biweekly which its editor said would offer “reportorial reach” plus the “literary and cultural interests” of his old SR.
The magazine probed the links of Cubans in Miami to the Watergate break-in, explored the latest in surgical techniques and put such diverse personalities as George Gershwin and Andy Worhol on its covers. Within a year it was prospering and Cousins was named “publisher of the year” by the Magazine Publishers Assn.
Cousins is survived by his wife Ellen and four children.
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From hiroshima to human extinction: norman cousins and the atomic age.
In 1945 the American intellectual, Norman Cousins, was one of the first to raise terrifying questions for humanity about the successful splitting of the atom.
Top Image: Detonation of an underwater atomic bomb at Bikini Atoll, July 1946. Credit: US Army Photographic Signal Corps. Courtesy of the Department of Defense.
Sixteen hours after the Enola Gay dropped the “Little Man” atomic bomb on the Japanese city of Hiroshima on August 6, 1945, killing some 100,000 people, President Harry Truman announced to the American public and the world the nature of this new weapon. “It is an atomic bomb. It is a harnessing of the basic power of the universe. The force from which the Sun draws its power has been loosed against those who brought war to the Far East.” While many Americans (and not only Americans) took these words to mean that Imperial Japan was truly defeated—and World War II was almost over—others recoiled at the prospects for the future signaled by what Truman called this “new and revolutionary increase in destruction.”
Opposition to the atomic bomb ensued almost immediately after the obliteration of Hiroshima and then Nagasaki on August 9. In this earliest phase of nuclear abolitionism, opposition did not assume the form, though, of protests or marches. Only much later, after the invention of the exponentially more devastating hydrogen bomb, would masses of people head to the streets in cities around the world. Instead, it was critique and philosophical thought which took precedence. Even before the Japanese delegation officially surrendered on the USS Missouri on September 2, 1945, American journalists and intellectuals raised terrifying questions for humanity about the successful splitting of the atom. One of them was the liberal editor of the prestigious Saturday Review of Literature, Norman Cousins (1915-1990.)
Cousins is a name no longer that familiar to Americans. However, he was once an extremely important figure in the cultural life of the United States. After becoming editor-in-chief of the Saturday Review in 1940, Cousins championed liberal-democratic ideas and established close ties with the administration of Franklin D. Roosevelt. Following the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor, he joined the board of the Office of War Information and enthusiastically participated in the Victory Book Campaign, when the United Service Organizations, the American Library Association, and the Red Cross organized the donation in 1942-43 of more than 18 million books to members of the American armed forces. During the war, Cousins successfully blended attention to political and cultural events with the Saturday Review’s more traditional focus on literature. As a result, the publication grew from a readership of 20,000 to well over 600,000.
Norman Cousins (left) receives a book from Elmer Davis, head of the Office of War Information, as a donation to the Victory Book Campaign. Credit: George Danor, US Office of War Information. Courtesy of the Library of Congress.
When he read Truman’s announcement about the dropping of the atomic bomb on August 6, 1945, Cousins could not rest. He stayed up that night working on a response to the momentous and, for him, terrifying news.
Cousins set a precedent for the philosophical acuity of his 1945 analyses of the new menace to civilization posed by the invention of the atomic bomb. Before John Hersey’s powerful work, Hiroshima (1946) and the creation of the Doomsday Clock in 1947, and well before Jonathan Schell’s bestselling 1982 book, The Fate of the Earth , and Carl Sagan’s prediction of “nuclear winter” (1983), Cousins published a seminal essay on August 18, just a few days after Emperor Hirohito accepted Allied demands for surrender . Titled “Modern Man is Obsolete,” he expanded the piece in the fall of 1945 into a short book for the publisher Viking. He was just 30 years old.
Cousins steered clear of what preoccupied many later commentators on the American use of uranium and plutonium weapons against Japan. He did not inquire into whether it was a necessary or a criminal act by the United States. Nor did he worry much about the Bomb’s impact on relations with the other Allied powers, especially the Soviet Union. It was the fate of the human race or “man,” the heavily gendered term of the time Cousins favored, which concerned him in 1945. Here, for all their limitations, Cousins’s texts proved very prescient.
There are three aspects of Cousins’s argument that seize our attention. The first is how he framed history after the destruction of Hiroshima . The latter both heralded the end of World War II and yet was also the day “a new age was born. That day marks the violent death of one stage in man’s history and the beginning of another.” This new age, the “Atomic Age,” possessed a “saturating effect, permeating every aspect of man’s activities, from machines to morals, from physics to philosophy, from politics to poetry; in sum, it is an effect creating a blanket of obsolescence not only over methods and the products of man but over man himself.” Elsewhere in the text Cousins warned that “modern man is obsolete, a self-made anachronism becoming more incongruous by the minute. He has exalted change in everything but himself. He has leaped centuries ahead in inventing a new world to live in, but he knows little or nothing about his own part in that world.” An enormous gap, Cousins feared, had grown between what modern science could accomplish and the current, sluggish state of human conscience and understanding.
To close the gap a resolute confrontation with humanity’s history of warfare had to occur. Cousins spoke of the “savagely competitive impulses” exhibited by humans, but accented “the insufficiency of the goods and the needs of life.” So much of the violent conflicts from the past, he suggested, resulted from scarcity. Groups, nations, and blocs of nations fought each other over “available land, goods, or wealth.” Showing remarkable optimism, given how terrible the Great Depression had been, Cousins contended that the world was entering a time when scarcity—and, thus, the wars ensuing from it—could be conquered. An age of peace was within reach. Yet it would require tremendous wisdom, determination, and, above all, international cooperation and control of atomic energy in order to create an era without war. Since “national sovereignty” was now antiquated, he called, quite controversially, for a world government, along federalist lines, to replace types of governance bound to the nation-state. There was much then and certainly now that is debatable about Cousins’s notion of a world-state but the question he posed about the necessity for a just and effective framework for preventing conflict and meeting human needs persists.
The alternative to such a framework, Cousins did not flinch from emphasizing, was catastrophic. His language in these sections of “Modern Man is Obsolete” became uncompromisingly radical. Now that the “science of warfare has reached the point where it threatens the planet itself, is it possible that man is destined to return the earth to its original incandescent mass blazing at 50 million degrees?” From August 1945 forward, the “complete obliteration of the human species” would constantly threaten, unless a novel international system based on peace and cooperation was forged. Otherwise, how much time remained to “man” “before the means he has already devised for the ultimate in self-destruction—extinction” sealed the fate of human life, indeed of all life. His warnings appeared prophetic when the United States detonated two atomic bombs in July 1946 at Bikini Atoll, in the Marshall Islands, each a thousand times more powerful than the weapons used against Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
Norman Cousins’s essay and book won millions of readers in the United States and beyond. His works compelled people to look beyond the understandable jubilation about the end of the Second World War and to consider how the atomic bombs which helped bring the conflict to a conclusion also entailed a new terror: the prospect of humanity’s annihilation. A lifelong advocate for world peace, who personally assisted the Hiroshima Maidens (women who had been disfigured by the atomic bomb) in getting medical care, Cousins anticipated an entire line of anti-nuclear thought that grappled with how to respond to the nuclear threat. This was a threat that steadily worsened as the United States lost its atomic monopoly in 1949 and several countries acquired the Bomb. The task of overcoming this menace and building a world without such superweapons endures.
Recommended Reading:
Boyer, Paul. By the Bomb’s Early Light: American Thought and Culture at the Dawn of the Atomic Age . Chapel Hill: University of North Carolina Press, 1985.
Cousins, Norman. “Modern Man is Obsolete.” Saturday Review of Literature, August 18, 1945.
Cousins, Norman. Modern Man is Obsolete. New York: Viking, 1945.
www.trumanlibrary.gov
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Medicine is only half the battle, asserts the maven of humor.
About 10 years ago, an improbable article about an improbable medical recovery launched an improbable second career for Norman Cousins.
Already well known in literary circles as longtime editor of the Saturday Review -- and a legendary perpetrator of April Fool's Day spoofs -- Cousins wrote an article titled "Anatomy of an Illness (As Perceived by the Patient)" in The New England Journal of Medicine.
Cousins' article chronicled his remarkable recovery from a severe and life-threatening disease of the connective tissue called degenerative collagen illness. He was hospitalized in 1964 with severe pain, high fever and near-paralysis of the legs, neck and back.
"Being unable to move my body was all the evidence I needed that the specialists were dealing with real concerns," he wrote. "But deep down, I knew I had a good chance and relished the idea of bucking the odds."
The key to his recovery, he said, was a powerful drug called laughter.
"I made the joyous discovery that 10 minutes of genuine belly laughter had an anesthetic effect and would give me at least two hours of pain-free sleep," he wrote.
Flat on his back in a New York hospital, Cousins persuaded the nurses to read him excerpts from the humor columns of E.B. White and Max Eastman and show him "Candid Camera" reruns and old Marx Brothers movies.
It's not often that The New England Journal, must reading for the nation's physicians, prints a six-page article by a layperson extolling the curative virtues of megadoses of laughter and Vitamin C. The article drew some 5,000 letters, more than anything Cousins had ever written, including 31 years worth of signed editorials on the arms race, world affairs, air pollution and other weighty topics in the Saturday Review.
"We launched Cousins' second career," said Dr. Arnold S. Relman, editor of The New England Journal, adding that he has had some "mixed feelings" since then.
In that "second career," Cousins has written two books, including an expanded version of the journal article, "Anatomy of an Illness," and "The Healing Heart," which describes the "healing partnership" with his doctor which helped him recover from the heart attack he suffered in 1980. He also joined the faculty of the University of California at Los Angeles School of Medicine as a researcher in the biochemistry of emotions and professor of medical humanities.
Cousins, 71, is to speak tonight on "New Dimensions in Healing" at a benefit for the St. Francis Center, a nondenominational organization that helps patients and their families cope with death and bereavement. The talk will be at 6 p.m. at the Washington Hebrew Congregation, Massachusetts Avenue and Macomb Street NW.
"It is quite possible that this treatment -- like everything else I did -- was a demonstration of the placebo effect," Cousins wrote. But if so, the placebo -- "the doctor who resides within" -- was a powerful one.
"I was greatly elated by the discovery that there is a physiologic basis for the ancient theory that laughter is good medicine," Cousins wrote.
Not everyone was convinced.
"I'm of two minds about Mr. Cousins," said Relman, who became editor of the journal the year after Cousins' article was published.
"I agree with the basic verities he articulates, but I'm concerned that much of what he says appears to take an anti-scientific, irrational approach to medicine that would seek to turn the clock back.
"There is no doubt that an optimistic and determined patient handles the vicissitudes of illness better than one who is depressed, negative and unhappy and defeatist about his illness. It's also true that physicians who try to be emotionally supportive and deal honestly with patients as human beings are more likely to be successful than those who take an impersonal and distant approach.
"All that is true, and I admire Mr. Cousins for saying so in a persuasive and articulate manner.
"On the other hand, he sometimes appears to be saying that that's all there is to it -- that an upbeat attitude will cure a dread disease. There's no evidence that one's positive frame of mind will cure cancer. All the wishing and hopes and claims to the contrary will not make it so."
Cousins himself knows that his message can be misunderstood and oversimplified.
"We mustn't regard any of this as a substitute for competent medical attention," he said in an interview. "But the doctor can only do half the job. The other half is the patient's response to the illness.
"What we really mean by a patient's responsibility is that we've got vast powers that are rarely used. It's important to avoid defeatism and a sense of panic and despair. But that's not an excuse for not seeking medical help."
Cousins is "troubled" by the term "holistic health" because it polarizes the field into two "armed camps." Actually, he said, the idea of taking into account the whole patient -- both mind and body -- is an ancient medical tradition dating back at least to Hippocrates.
He also said the term "holistic health" is so all-inclusive as to become almost meaningless.
"It tends to become a pretty large tent," he said. "At some of these holistic health meetings, you find booths for palmistry and astrology and pyramidology. I'm not sure that having all those camels in the tent is going to advance the cause of effective treatment."
As for criticism of his book, Cousins said he has no quarrel with scientists who demanded more "hard evidence" to document the link between psychological emotions and physiological symptoms. At UCLA, he is on a research task force -- including immunologists, endocrinologists and psychologists -- looking into these very questions.
The UCLA task force has studied the cases of more than 300 cancer patients, Cousins said. While the research has not been published yet, he said preliminary findings suggest that the symptoms tend to intensify and worsen at the time of diagnosis, because of the fear and panic prompted by the label "cancer."
"I'd much rather take my chances with hope than with despair," he said.
In his "first" career, Cousins was a magazine editor, author of more than a dozen books, eloquent advocate of disarmament and international law, and cochairman of the National Committee for a Sane Nuclear Policy.
And, through it all, a merry prankster who once described himself to The New York Times as "a man who loves to goof off."
"UNFORTUNATE COMPUTER ERROR HAS RESULTED IN 118,000 bra cups in rectangular shape . . ." ran an ad at the top of the personals column of Saturday Review a few years ago during the week before April Fool's Day. "Probably good as cigar ashtrays or for storing playing cards . . . Rounder-than-Round Bra Co."
The year before, several editors had been momentarily dismayed by an authentic-looking notice from the printer that 300,000 copies of the magazine had been accidentally printed upside down. Another time, the publisher ordered a frankfurter from the office vendor, smeared it with mustard and bit into a rubber hot dog. He knew instantly who was behind it.
"Cousins," he muttered. Cousins joined the UCLA faculty in 1978, but it wasn't until "just the other night," he said a little sheepishly, that he discovered he had become a Californian. A devoted Boston Red Sox fan for decades, he suddenly found himself rooting for the California Angels last week in their American League championship series against the Red Sox.
At 71, and more than 20 years after his nearly fatal illness, Cousins said he feels no residual effects. He plays tennis several times a week, and rarely goes a week without a round of golf (handicap: 16).
"I can still drive a golf ball 200 yards, and I still get a big kick out of seeing that ball take off like a homesick angel."
He has nothing against retirement, but regards boredom as the "one of the most dangerous diseases" in our civilization.
"The body has to be used. You have to be needed. Your mind has to be activated. There's got to be something you have to do next Tuesday. We're not machines. We prosper when we have things that light up our minds."
Seriousness and laughter, reading and writing, sports and April Fool's jokes still light up Norman Cousins' mind.
"I enjoy life," he said. "I have complete mobility. The hips move, the legs move, the arms move . . .
"I think I had better stop there."
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Carr Foundation/O.J. Fareed
Center for Health Communication, Harvard
Century Club
Christian Science Monitor
Christic Institute
Concerned Faculty
Covel Comm.
Dramatists Guild
Albert Einstein Peace Prize Foundation
The Environmental Fund (NC on Advisory Board)
Fetzer Foundation
International Pain Foundation
International Student Center - UCLA
Institute for Genocide Teaching
Institute for the Advancement of Health
J. Paul Getty Trust
Jonsson Cancer Center
Kettering Corresp.
MacArthur Foundation
MacArthur Found. Fellowships
Menninger Foundation
Native American Rights Foundation
People for the American Way
Pepperdine University Associates
Stehlin Foundation for Cancer Research
Wellness Community
World Federalist Assn.
WFA Sam Winograd
World Association of World Federalists
Organizations 2
American Inst. of Stress
Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis Society
Bens (Stanley Weiss) - Business Executives for Nat. Security
California Chamber Symphony
California Governor's Council on Fitness
California Wellness Council
Cancer Advisory Council - Gov. Brown
Cardiac Runner Assoc.
Center for Citizenship Ed.
Center for Defense Information
Center for Health Enhancement (Drs. Kleaman & Reading)
Center for International Strategic Affairs
Center for Social Studies Education
Center for the Study of Democratic Institutions
Council for Advancement and Support of Ed.
Council on Foundations
Comedy Conference Committee
Committee for National Security
Committee on the Constitutional System
Corporation for Society - Bartz
Council on Foreign Relations
Educational Policy and Curriculum Committee
The Fund for Peace
Global Energy
Greely Foundation/Dana McLean
Grenville Clark Fund
Connie Haines Living Center & Cancer Foundation
Hospice Evaluation Advisory Committee, GE Lewis MD
Hospital Satellite Network
Hugh O'Brien Youth Foundation
Interfaith Center to Reverse the Arms Race
Minn. Home Care Advocacy Program
Meals for Millions
Ruth Mott Foundation
National Academy of Science
National Council for Children's Rights
National Institute for Jewish Hospice
Parliamentarians for Global Action
PEN American Center West
Plato Society of UCLA
Scott Newman Center
Staford Sleep Disorders Center
St. John's Hospital
Trilateral Commission
UN Association
UN Lumbini Project
US International University
World Academy of Art and Science
World Community Year USA 1983
World Constitution and Parliament Assn.
Personal files
Mailing list
Notes for Mesmer
Reprint list
Articles 1988-90
Intangibles in Medicine (JAMA commentary by NC)
Articles 1976-1987
CSM (Christian Science Monitor) articles
Speeches by NC
Books by NC
Long bio, short bio
Photographs of NC
Articles about NC
Lecture log
Photographs by NC
Environment
Color/Airports and planes
USA Architectural shots and patterns
NC & friends 1963-1966
Cousins families - New Canaan
NC's Friends
NC & Friends 1956-62
USSR mainly pre-1961
Rome, Berlin
NYC & Misc. environs - Architecture, landscapes
NC & SR staff 1953-55
Africa (Ethiopia, Congo, Lambarene), Haiti
Far East Mission 1965
Far East - Fiji, Philippines, Australia; Philippines 1965 1964
India, Indonesia, Laos, Israel, Greece 1964
[materials on NC photo exhibits]
A-Z, AA, mostly mounted
AA, SS, DDD, III, mostly mounted
EE-II, LL, mounted
MM, OO, RR-TT, VV, WW
RR-WW, ZZ, AAA
Misc. and unidentified prints
AA-GG color mounted
AA-GG mounted
HH-LL mounted
MM-QQ mounted
RR-ZZ mounted
HH-ZZ color
AA-MM color
Oversize boxes
Mounted for exhibit, abstract light studies
Black and white mounted photos, misc. abstract nature
Captions for exhibit - people, places
For NC, consider personal mounting
Nature close-ups mounted
Clothes being washed, clothes lines, etc.
Color selection for Norton
black & white misc. (Global Perspectives)
Black & white mounted prints skyscrapers, abstract light patterns
Black and white, people everywhere (Global Perspectives)
Animals, black and white, everywhere
Global Perspectives, black and white, aerial
glossy paper (for Nick)
Black and white, people, city buildings (Global Perspectives)
Misc. color - Wilton
Mounted black and white tree shots
Black & white, misc. incl. large-monks? in Port Rome?
Black and white mounted prints, abstract nature
Black & white prints (Global Perspectives)
Choice, black and white, trees
NC exhibit at Grand Central 1963
Trip files/boxes
Moscow circus 1977
Frankfurt & Siberia 1977
April Fools Day at SR 1977
Christmas New Canaan 1976
Christmas Arizona 1975
Moscow, USSR 1975
Palestine, Cairo 1975
London, Vienna 1974
New Canaan Nov. 1973
Arizona 1973
Brussels, Ireland, Romania, Moscow, CT 1972
Castine 1971
Arizona 1972
Arizona 1971
NYC, Saturday Review April Fools, Stewardess; black & white: 810659 810859, 811236, 807339, 806946, 3242, 4658, 4842, 77311 1971
Family and friends, New Canaan 1969
Hiroshima, Tokyo 1969
Mets Day 1969
Friends & family 1969
Cameroon, Nigeria, Biafra, Schweitzer 1969
NC's Arizona landholdings 1969
Circus Madison Square Garden 1967
Asian African Conf 1953?
Rome, USSR 1963
Poland 1958
Africa 1961
Conservation, nature
Mix of important negatives
China, Hong Kong 1979
Jeruselem - Sarah Cousins' wedding Jan. 1978
Arizona March 1978
Israel Dec. 1977
Cynthia Nichols July 26, 1977
USSR, Israel, Germany, Riga, Frankfurt June 1977
Arizona May/June 1977
San Francisco Bay March 1977
Puerto Rico Feb. 1977
Arizona Jan. 1977
SR Picnic - New Canaan 1976
Arizona Aug. 1975
New Canaan spring 1975
England, France, Italy 1975
Arizona March 1975
India, Rome, Cairo, Jeruselem Jan. 1975
Arizona Nov. 1974
Nashville, TN Oct. 1974
France, Italy, USSR Apr. 1974
Arizona Feb. 1974
Paris, France Jan. 1974
Arizona Dec. 1973
Arizona Aug. 1973
New Canaan Aug. 1973
Grand Canyon, Patagonia Apr. 1973
Arizona Mar. 1973
Arizona Jan. 1973, New Canaan 1972
Brussels, Ireland, Romania, Moscow Sept. 1972
Arizona July 1972
Arizona & California Jan. & Feb. 1972
Puerto Rico Oct. 1971
Arizona & Maine 1971
Maine Aug. 1971
Arizona, California July 1971
UN plaza views May 1971
Arizona May 1971
St. Croix, Virgin Islands, La. March 1971
New York City March 1971
Arizona March 1971
New Canaan; Sea Island, Ga.; London 1970
Dallas, New York Nov. 1970
Barbados, Puerto Rico 1970
David Mathews, Univ. of Alabama 10/70
Castine July 1970
Air shots 1970
Arizona June 1977
Nigeria, Biafra, Schweitzer grave July 1969
Arizona 1970
Air shots & NYC 1969
Wisconsin 1969
New Canaan 1969
Circus Madison Square Garden 1969
Chicago: port and waterfornt 1969
Arizona, New Mexico 1969
Arnold Palmer 1969
Brigit Hall, Susannah Hall & cat, Jean Sanderson 1968
Puerto Rico 1969
Mets Party 1969
Hiroshima, Japan, Philippines 1963-1965
Mr. & Mrs. Neutra
Art & Leisure - What I have Learned
Arts & leisure - Casals/Hammerstein
Ideas & Action - Eisenhower [empty]
World Around Us - Buckminster Fuller
Weapons for Peace - Test Ban - HHH (Hubert Humphrey) & JFK
Arts & leisure - photography
Photographs - India 1953
India - Marie Buck
Photographs - Mahamblaparim (India)
Faridabad photo
India - Norman Cousins - photo
Calcutta photos
Photographs - Copenhagen 1953
Photographs - Bottle Sanctuary (Zero Schwartz)
Bombay photographs - general refugee camps
Korea personal photography
Photos London 1953
Pakistan photographs 1951?
Pakistan - prime minister
Photographs - Paksitan wedding 1953
Photographs - Salt Lake City tabernacle
Egypt photographs
Japan personal photos
Japan National Diet Library
Color misc 1968-77, 1979
Transparencies
Cousins family
Africa 1957
Photo show negatives - early exhibits
Germany Austria, England, Denmark 1948, 1953
India, Indonesia 1953
Russia 1959
Abstract architecture, nature 1959
Maidens, Japan 1953 & 1964
USSR, Copenhagen, Helsinki, Leningrad 1964
Color, sky & earthscapes
Photos of NC
Color, places
Jamaica 1962
Europe, Middle East 1957, USSR 1961, Rome-Moscow-Poland 1962, Far East (color) 1964, Brussels-London-Spain 1964, Far East, portraits
Show Grand Central, tree barks
Misc. photos
14 albums, usually from a particular event 192?-1982
[unsorted loose photos of NC, family, friends]
PNI proposals for grants
NC writings on Task Force & PNI
NC & scientists re: grant money
Papers by Task Force Grantees
Meetings - PNI related
Task force related correspondence
Administrative
PNI Articles, lists
Possible editorials
Possible editorials : China
Possible editorials : USSR
Possible editorials : Geographical by Country
Possible editorials : Arms 1958-1968
Possible editorials: A
Possible editorials: B-F
Possible editorials: F-N
Possible editorials: O-S
Possible editorials: S-Z
Posters, and other oversize
Nuclear Test Ban - poster sized ads
A message from Dr. Spock & 67 other physicians - 1 copy
Why these scientists want the Nuclear Test ban - 3 copies (1 diff.)
Why these business leaders want the Nuclear Test Ban - 4 copies
Smaller copy of business leaders ad
Copy of article from The Advance
Poster: Norman Cousins Healing Force
Poster: Hiroshima Peace Concert 8/85
NY Herald Tribune ad: "Don't Resign from the Human Race," SR ed. 8/7/48
NY Times Int'l ed., "The Legacy of JFK," from SR ed. 12/7/63
Certificate from President to NC for work as member of Advisory Commmittee on the Arts, signed by Dean Rusk & Kennedy?
Buckminster Fuller map, inscribed to NC
Poster of unidentified cleric, with signed dedication
Peace symbol - Hiroshima Peace Center
[5 Newspapers with headlines regarding atomic weapons] 1941-1948
[SR reprints] 1945-1962
SANE resignation
NC Corresp. re: SANE
Draft Policy Statement - conflict between Keyes & Spock
NC Corresp. : Spock/Keyes 1967 Confidential
Confidential SANE/Norman Thomas corresp. 1960
NC on merger of SANE/UWF
Norman Thomas on SANE
The Celebration of Life 1974
The Celebration of Life - letters to NC 1974
The Improbable Triumvirate 1972
In Place of Folly 1961
Books reviews 1942-1963
Clippings - Reviews of NC's books [1942-1945]
Present Tense [1967]
Trip to Japan 1969
The Years of Norman Cousins: a Press Clipping Biography [1940-1967]
Hirsohima 1955
Hiroshima 1955-56
Biafra 1969
Ravensbrueck Lapins 1958/59
[foldered clippings] 1981-1990; 1972-1977
Treasures pre-resignation 1971
Treasure letters World (including some special resignation) 1971-1972
Treasures - Readers 1973
Treasures from readers 1974
NC treasure letters 1975-1976
Treasures Readers 1975-1976
Special fans [1959-1981]
World First Issues - letters of Congratulations, A-L, and M-Z 1972
Saturday Review merger, congratulations letters to NC: A-F, G-N, D-Z 1973
Boxed letters from readers and friends re resignation: A-J, and K-Z 1971
Publius Award Dinner- UWF, Waldorf 11/18/64
SR resignation letters 1971
Letters to NC 1967-1968
Letters of appreciation 1964-1966
Letters to Norman Cousins from friends and readers of SR 1941-1969
NC scrapbook 1974
NC scrapbook: Jan-May book I, June-Dec. book II 1973
World Magazine clippings 1972
World beginning 1971-1972
NC scrapbook 1971
Clippings Sept. 1980-Jan. 1981
Clippings June-Sept. 1980
Clippings Jan.-Jun. 1980
Clippings 1979
Newspaper clippings 1976-1977
NC scrapbook Jan.-June 1976
NC scrapbook 1975
Clippings 1968-1969
Magazine, newspaper clippings 1967
Clippings 1965, 1968
Clippings 1965
Clippings 1965-66
Clippings 1964
Clippings 1973-1978
Clippings 1971-1979
Clippings 1970-1973
Clippings 1970-81
Clippings 1969-1970
3 Original muscial scores for NC
Misc. scrapbooks
Clippings 1955, some 1942-1962
Clippings Jan.-Aug. 1953
Clippings 1952
Clippings 1951-1967
Clippings Jan.-April 1949
Clippings 1941-1956
Clippings 1963
Clippings 1962
Clippings 1961, April-Dec.
Clippings 1961, Jan.-Apr.
Clippings 1960, June-Dec.
Clippings 1960, Jan.-June
Clippings 1959
Clippings 1944-45
Special series
State of Mankind
[State of Mankind series]
What I Have Learned
1st series and book
Paul Dudley White
Hans Thirring
A. Kerensky
I.A. Richards
Allan Nevins
Horace Kallen
Clarence Faust
Cass Canfield
Danilo Dolci
Cardinal Bea
Harry Golden
Salvador de Madariaga
Herbert Read
Robert Moses
John Wharton
Bucky Fuller
Dwight Eisenhower
Warren Weaver
Rafaaopalachari
Eric Hoffer
C.A. Doxiadis
Reinhold Niebuhr
Delivered by NC
[Speeches arranged chronologically] 1990-1978
[speeches arranged chronologically] 1958-1944
[speeches arranged chronologically] 1967-1959
[speeches arranged chronologically] 1969-1968
State Dept. MSS.
Chester Bowles
Sen. Frank Carlson
Jimmy Carter
Sen. Javits
Lyndon B. Johnson
John F. Kennedy
Robert F. Kennedy
Possible speech materials
Gov. Mayner
Mayor J. Lindsey
Misc. speech drafts: McMahon, R.M., Stephanie May, Mondale
Richard Nixon
Ronald Reagan
Carlos Romulo
Adlai Stevenson
Harry Truman
Kurt Waldheim
Spoofs & Humor
[SR spoofs material]
Subject files
[Unfiled material]
Biographies
Ca. Magazine debate materials
Christian Science
Common Cause
Conversion - S. Melman
U.S. Constitution
Cooperation
East/West cultures
Environment - R. Rosenwald
Environment - Larry Ephron
Fluoridation
Founding Fathers
Government Accounting Office
Government Accounting Office publications
Genetic engineering
Humor/aphorisms & homely philosophy
Humor materials
Judaism & christianity
KROC Foundation
Iran-Contra Affair
International relations
Legal topics
Middle East
Movie ratings
Nazi doctors
Politics/government
Soviet-American relations
Institute for Policy Studies
United Nations
U.S. foreign policy
U.S. Strategic Bombing Survey 1946
Women's movement
Academy of Stress and Chronic Disease
Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis Society - Bishop
American Medical News
Anorexia Nervosa
Acupuncture
Background material for book on aging
Altered states of consciousness
Ankylosing spondylitus
Ancient medicine, hygiene and public health
Atherosclerosis
Biofeedback
Bio-Science Magazine
Blue Cross (second opinion)
Center for Health Enhancement - UCLA
Chiropractors
Chronic illness
Columbia University
Coodley, Alfred, M.D., Phd
Candidiasis (& yeast)
Cannom, David
Cholesterol
Death and dying
Dentistry - A.D.A. Corresp.
Downstate Medical Center
Diagnostic procedures
East West Academy of Healing Arts
Emerson on mental health
Enkephalins
Epidemiology
Family Practice
The female patient
Firewalking
Frontiers of medicine
Genes and emotion
Gerontology
Grief/Mourning
Healing and healers
Hodgkins disease
Heart attack, heart disease
Holistic medicine
Ernest Holmes Research Institute
Hospital: articles
Humanism/humanities in medicine
Huxley Institute
Hypertension
Hypochondria
Informed consent
Intelligence operations
Interferons
Kirlian photography
Language disabilities
Lehrman, Nathaniel S., MD
Lemole, Gerald, MD
Loye, David
Legislation
Male chauvanism
Man and medicines
Medical malpractice
Mental illness
Mental retardation
Medical articles: general interest
Medical books
Medical costs
Medical ethics
Medical humanities
Medical materials: editorials
Medical researcher
Medical world news
Medical education
NC's medical kit
Medical writing
Medicine history
Mental health
Molecular Biology Inst. - UCLA
Music & medicine
Norepinephrine infusion
New England Journal of Medicine
New Realities
Orthomolecular medicine
Panic - East LA football game
Psychoendocrinology
Parapsychology
Parkinsons disease
Patient-physician relationship
Personality
Pet therapy
Physician patient relationship
Preventative medicine
Psychic healing
Public relations
Santa Monica Hospital Medical Center
Silver, Burton, PhD
Sleep and snoring
Special X file
Stress (and Dr. Hans Selye)
Transcendental meditation
Tuberculosis
Veterans Administration
World Health Organization
Work and retirement
Yeast infections
Journal articles of interest to NC
Andrus, Alex
Benson, Herbert
Berman, Sidney
Bernie, Jon
Bierman, Stanley
Bluming, Avrum
Brill, Norman
Comfort, Alex
de Duve, Christian
Ecanow, Bernard
Eliot, Robert S.
Glick, Seymour
Greenblatt, Milton
Guze, Samuel
Katz, Alfred
Kavanagh, Terence
Kelly, Lawrence
Kling, Arthur
Kroger, William S.
Looney, Gerald
Maloney, James J.
Pelletier, Kenneth
Pomeroy, Dr.
Ricketts, Robert
Rimland, Bernard
Salk, Dr. Jonas
Sandblom, Philip
Stehlin, John
Sakalosky, George
Stone, Irwin
Bergland, Richard
Borysenko, Joan
Vellore, India (Dr. Paul Brand)
Brod, Dr. - UCLA Ext.
Bulloch, Dr. Karen
Cassileth, Barrie R.
Edna McConnell - Clark Foundation
Elkes, Joel
Engel, Dr. George
Kleeman, Dr. Chas.
Miller, Neal
Rea, Dr. W.S.
Selye, Dr. Hans
Solomon, Dr. George
Spector, Dr. Norvera Herbert
Towers, Bernard
Udelman, Drs. Harold & Donna
Wallerstein, Robert S.
Arms control
The Defense Monitor
Center for War/Peace Studies
Nuclear arms race ad
Healing of Nations material
Nuclear arms race material for speeches
Nuclear disarmament
Nuclear war consequences (conf. report)
Nuclear war/nuclear freeze material
Peace projects
Peace plans - Rosenfeld, Forsberg, etc.
Commission to study the organization of peace
Strategic Defense Initiative
Saturday Review editorials - possible use in RAF
Harris Woffard
Telephone logs
[48 spiral notebooks] 8/78-10/88
Philippines trip with H.H. Humphrey 1965-1966
Lebanon 1972?
Israel 1978
Corresp. European Trip 1948
Japan Trip 1966?
China 1979?
Trip files and logs
[trip files arranged chronologically] 1988
[to be sorted]
[tapes 1-9]
[tapes 10-35]
[tapes 36-54]
[tapes 55-72]
[tapes 73-98]
[tapes 100-123]
[Corresp. regarding making of video/audio tapes]
World Federalist Association
WFA annual files (correspondence, programs) 1980
WFA annual files (correspondence, programs) 1981
WFA annual files (correspondence, programs) 1982
WFA annual files (correspondence, programs) 1983
WFA annual files (correspondence, programs) 1984
WFA annual files (correspondence, programs) 1985
WFA annual files (correspondence, programs) 1986
WFA annual files (correspondence, programs) 1987
WFA Board Mtg. 1990
Additions 1985
Trip Files:
- SALINA KANSAS: Marymount College of Kansas MAY 10, 1981
- NEW YORK CITY: Society of Authors and Journalists MAY 9, 1981
- DURANGO COLORADO: Kettering Foundation Board Meeting. MAY 6-8, 1981
- LOS ANGELES SINAI TEMPLE: University of Judaism MAY 4, 1981
- ANAHEIM: Association of Western Hospitals APRIL 29, 1981
- LOS ANGELES: Cancer Advisory Council APRIL 22, 1981
- UC IRVINE: Environmental Development Health Colloquium APRIL 8, 1982
- WINSTON-SALEM, NORTH CAROLINA: Wake Forest University - Bowman School of Medicine MARCH 26, 1981
- NEW YORK: Columbia University - National Magazine Awards. MARCH 25-26, 1981
- ANAHEIM: Stress and Catastrophic Illness Meeting. MARCH 22, 1981
- LOS ANGELES: Holmes Center Annual Symposium. MARCH 21, 1981
- MOSCOW: Dartmouth Interim Meeting MARCH 15-18, 1981
- DALLAS: Mountain View College MARCH 12, 1981
- NEW YORK CITY: Cornell University Medical College. MARCH 9, 1981
- PHILADELPHIA: Albert Einstein Medical Center. MARCH 8, 1981
- WASHINGTON, D.C. World Federalists Association. MARCH 6-8, 1981
- PHILADELPHIA: Thomas Jefferson Medical College MARCH 5, 1981
- HARBOR-UCLA MEDICAL CENTER: Grand Rounds (OB-GYN) MARCH 2, 1981
- LOS ANGELES: Writers' Conference - Loyola Marymount University. FEBRUARY 28, 1981
- COVINA: Chapman College FEBRUARY 18, 1981
- SANTA ROSA, CALIFORNIA: Sonoma County Medical Association. FEBRUARY 12, 1981
- SANTA ANA, CALIFORNIA: Santa Ana-Tustin Community Hospital. FEBRUARY 6, 1981
- WILSHIRE EBELL: Southern California Counseling Center FEBRUARY 5, 1981
- LOS ANGELES: Psychologists-L.A. City Schools. FEBRUARY 2, 1981
- SAN ANTONIO, TEXAS: Trinity University. JANUARY 30, 1981
- WESTWOOD: Society of Methodist Men JANUARY 26, 1981
- SAN FRANCISCO: Woody Clark Productions. Film. JANUARY 22-23, 1981
- KANSAS CITY: U.M.K.C. Consultants to Chancellor. JANUARY 19-20, 1981
- UCLA NPI AUD.: Hospital and Clinics Series: Health Wise. JANUARY 18, 1981
- MALIBU: Pepperdine University JANUARY 16, 1981
- WASHINGTON D.C.: Veterans Administration JANUARY 14-16, 1981
- NEW YORK CITY: "Open Mind" T.V. Show. JANUARY 13, 1981
- MIAMI: Peers, Incorporated Nurses Seminar JANUARY 8-9, 1981
- BOCA RATON, FLORIDA: Women's Club of Royal Palm Yacht and Golf. JANUARY 7, 1981
- USC: Friends of Music Dinner DECEMBER 7, 1980
- BOSTON: Harvard Medical School DECEMBER 4, 1980
- BOSTON: American Cancer Society DECEMBER 3, 1980
- LOMA LINDA, CALIFORNIA: Loma Linda University School of Medicine. NOVEMBER 30, 1980
- SAN JOSE, CALIFORNIA: Book and Author Event. NOVEMBER 21-22, 1980
- CHICAGO: Blue Cross-Blue Shield NOVEMBER 19-20, 1980
- UCLA: Pharmacology 201 Guest Lecture NOVEMBER 18, 1980
- BRENTWOOD: Brentwood Presbyterian Church NOVEMBER 16, 1980
- RANCHO MIRAGE: Eisenhower Medical Center NOVEMBER 6, 1980
- KANSAS CITY: University of Missouri, Kansas City. NOVEMBER 5, 1980
- UCLA: The Engineer and Society NOVEMBER 4, 1980
- NEW YORK: Synagogue Council of America OCTOBER 30, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: California Magazine Day OCTOBER 29, 1980
- WASHINGTON D.C.: D.C. Medical Society OCTOBER 26, 1980
- SANTA MONICA CHRISTIAN CHURCH. OCTOBER 19, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: National Association of Social Workers - L.A. Chapter. OCTOBER 18, 1980
- WACO, TEXAS: Baylor University. OCTOBER 16, 1980
- HOUSTON: Baylor College of Medicine OCTOBER 15, 1980
- HOUSTON: Congregation Beth Israel OCTOBER 15, 1980
- CLAREMONT: Pilgrim Place Dedication OCTOBER 12, 1980
- SANTA BARBARA: Hutchins Center OCTOBER 8, 1980
- SAN FRANCISCO: Council on Learning OCTOBER 9, 1980
- TORRANCE, CALIFORNIA: Harbor General Hospital. OCTOBER 7, 1980
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- FLINT, MICHIGAN: Ruth Mott Fund - Board Meeting. SEPTEMBER 29, 1980
- Jerusalem International Seminar on Hospital Pharmacy. AUGUST 27, 1980
- SAN FRANCISCO: "Sunday Times" [T.V. Show] AUGUST 14, 1980
- SAN FRANCISCO: "Over Easy" [T.V. Show] AUGUST 14, 1980
- BERKELEY: Lawrence Livermore Laboratories AUGUST 14, 1980
- HILLCREST/CENTURY PLAZA: Chief Executives Forum AUGUST 12, 1980
- David Letterman Show AUGUST 11, 1980
- SHELBURNE, VERMONT. Shelbrune Farms/E(llen) Rockefeller. AUGUST 9, 1980
- CAPE COD: Continuing Education Institute AUGUST 4-8, 1980
- UCLA: Dr. Roy Menninger JULY 22, 1980
- WESTWOOD: Voluntary Euthanasia JULY 16, 1980
- IRVINE: U.C. Irvine College of Medicine JULY 16, 1980
- SANTA MONICA: Rand Seminar JULY 15, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: Temple Isiah JULY 10, 1980
- UCLA: Hugh O'Brian Youth Foundation JULY 6, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: Humanitas Prize Luncheon JULY 2, 1980
- SAN PEDRO: San Pedro Peninsula Hospital JUNE 28, 1980
- SANTA BARBARA: Writers' Conference JUNE 25-27, 1980
- WALNUT CREEK, CALIFORNIA: John Muir Medical Film Festival JUNE 22, 1980
- Commonwealth Club of California JUNE 20, 1980
- 2644 CEDARS: Dr. Rene Dubos. JUNE 19, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: Round Table West JUNE 19, 1980
- KALAMAZOO, MICHIGAN. Kalamazoo College; and Midl and Michigan. JUNE 14, 1980
- BEVERLY WILSHIRE: General Surgery Banquet JUNE 7, 1980
- NPI: Grand Rounds on Humor JUNE 6, 1980
- LA CROSSE, WISCONSIN: Amer. Holis. Medical Association. JUNE 6-11, 1980
- UCLA FACULTY CENTER: Doctoral Alumni Association Graduate School of Education of UCLA. JUNE 5, 1980
- WESTWOOD: American Lupus Society JUNE 3, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: USC - U.N. Reform Conference JUNE 1, 1980
- UCLA: Open House - Dr. Mellinkoff. JUNE 1, 1980
- CLEVELAND: Case Western Commencement MAY 28, 1980
- INDIANAPOLIS: Economic Club of Indianapolis MAY 27, 1980
- PASADENA: Art Center For Design MAY 23, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: UCLA Nursing Alumni MAY 21, 1980
- PASADENA: Throop Memorial Church MAY 18, 1980
- TUCSON, ARIZONA: University of Arizona Medical School. MAY 16, 1980
- BALTIMORE, MARYLAND: Johns Hopkins University MAY 13, 1980
- UCLA FACULTY CLUB: Clinical Faculty Annual Dinner. MAY 14, 1980
- WASHINGTON, D.C.: VA - Dr. Donald Custis MAY 12, 1980
- LOUISVILLE, KENTUCKY: University of Louisville School of Medicine Commencement. MAY 11, 1980
- DENVER: University of Colorado Commencement. MAY 10, 1980
- SCHOOL OF PUBLIC HEALTH, UCLA: Health Services Research Graduate Seminar. MAY 7, 1980
- WESTWOOD: AOA UCLA Honor Medical Society MAY 6, 1980
- POMONA: Pomona Valley Community Hospital MAY 6, 1980
- SAN FRANCISCO: UCSF Psych. Aspects of Med. Practice. MAY 4, 1980
- JACKSONVILLE, FLORIDA: Kettering Board MAY 1-2, 1980
- WESTWOOD: Parkinsonians APRIL 28, 1980
- WOODLAND HILLS: Temple Aliyah APRIL 28, 1980
- SAN FRANCISCO: Cancer Advisory Council APRIL 23, 1980
- CHICAGO: AMA 76th Congress on Med. Education. APRIL 24, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: Psychiatry 101 Dinner. APRIL 22, 1980
- SAN DIEGO: National University Extension Association APRIL 21, 1980
- SAN MARINO: USC Friends of Music APRIL 20, 1980
- WEST LOS ANGELES: American Cancer Society APRIL 19, 1980
- UCLA DICKSON AUDITORIUM: Holistic Medicine and Conven. Therapy (Med. and Soci. Forum) APRIL 17, 1980
- UCLA: Patient Education APRIL 16, 1980
- SEPULVEDA, CALIFORNIA: Veteran's Hospital APRIL 15, 1980
- HOUSTON: Dr. Stehlin APRIL 11, 1980
- LOS ANGELES: PDE Medical Fraternity. APRIL 12, 1980
Charles Kettering Foundation
Teacher's College, International Cooperation Year
Saturday Review Clipping files, Correspondence
Air Pollution 1966
International Cooperation Year
U.N. Peace Organizations, United World Federalists 1950's-1970's.
Saturday Review Correspondence, Subscriptions
U.N. Peace Organizations, United World Federalists 1950s-1970s
Trip Files 1976
Trip Files 1969-1970
Trip Files 1971-1972
Trip Files, Trip Files 1969-1970 1972-1973
Trip Files 1973-1974
Trip Files, Saturday Review Possible Investors 1971-1972
Saturday Review Possible Investors
Teacher's College
Kress Foundation
Trip Files 1975
Trip Files, 1974-1975
Trip Files 1977-1979
Trip Files; Trip Files 1976 1977-1979
Saturday Review/World Correspondence
Saturday Review/World Correspondence, Pamphlets, reprints, background materials.
Pamphlets, reprints, background materials
Trip Files 1974, 1977-1979
Trip Files, Charles Kettering Foundation 1974, 1977-1979
Trip Files 1979-1980
background materials and Correspondence 1948
Air Pollution Saturday Review Clipping files, Correspondence 1966,
World/Business
[oversize] Correspondence - fiscal UCLA Library Administrative Manual 1971-72, 1970-71,
Audio Tapes:
I. Palmer discussion - Holes 1-2
II. Palmer discussion - Holes 3-5 + begin 6
IV. Holes 8-9/finish
V. Bermuda Dunes - Holes 1-2 + begin 3
VI. Holes 4-5 + half of 6
VII. Holes 7-9 + finish
Saturday Review Possible Investors, business
Saturday Review/Classifieds
World War II Papers
Vietnam Research
United World Federalists
United World Federalists; UWF/World Government
United World Federalists/World Government
United Nations/United World Federalists
United World Federalists Publications/Charles Kettering Foundation
Old newspapers
International Cooperation Year (FRAGILE MATERIAL)
World War II photos
World War II photos, pamphlets
United Nations/World Association of World Federalists
International Cooperation Year (DAMAGED MATERIAL)
World Federalists Association; New Directions (1976)
Saturday Review Classifieds
Nuclear Disarmament/Civil Defense
World Association of World Federalists, New Directions
United World Federalists 1953-54
World Association of World Federalists, Pacem in Terris
Samuel Kress Foundation, Charles Kettering Foundation, 1970's
Samuel Kress Foundation, Charles Kettering Foundation 1970's
Microfilms of Saturday Review subscriber lists (one box is empty)
Audio Tapes: Nehru (11 tapes) - 1949
Audio Tapes: Nehru (9 tapes) - plus 3 with no date listed. 1961,
United Nations Association (5 reels) 1965
Gold Key Awards Banquet (2 reels) 1964
Juggernaut (2 reels) and one reel 1963 undated
Oakland United Nations (4 reels) 1964
"Presenting Albert Schweitzer" - WBUR Boston University Radio, 1956
"The Making of Tomorrow" NC talk to Northeast Association of Colleges and Secondary Schools, 1959
Last Lecture - Tallahassee, Jan. 31, 1963
Florida Club Interview
Haile Selassie I University, Addis Ababa, Ethiopia, 1961
Dorothy Gordon Youth Forum, 1969
Pacific School of Religion, 1959
Centenary College for Women, 1962
Newark State College, 1963
Oberlin College (Schweitzer) 1962
Columbia College, Columbia, SC (Tribute to Albert Schweitzer and Johann Sebastian Bach), 1965
Portland Public Schools, Parts I and II 1962
WBUR Boston University Radio (Albert Schweitzer), 1956
A tape NC brought back from Stanford, re: President Johnson and the Vietnam War [hard to hear]
United World Federalists, Pittsburgh, 1959
United World Federalists, Boston 1963
Speech possibly from the University of Kansas, Lawrence. May 28, 1957
New York to Hiroshima Broadcast, 1973
KPFK Radio, Los Angeles - Program "School for Nursery Years" 1960
NC and Donald Sayles, n.d.
Colorado State University, 1962
Illinois University, 1961
Mills College, California, 1959
Hill Lecture Foundation, 1962
Air War College, Alabama, 1963
"United World Federalists Presents Norman Cousins' `World Report' ", 1963
Address to U.W.F., 1963
NC - Five Spots
Committee for a Sane Nuclear Policy, 1958
Interview with Mrs. Cato (Women's Suffrage Leader)
NC and Father Morlion, 1963
Williamsville, NY speech 1959
Polish Ladies (1 reel - sent from Redwood City, California. No other identification).
Tex Mc Creary - WOR 1965
"The Space Age Challenges the U.N." - University of Minnesota, 1962
Greenboro College (no other identification), 1962
Emory and Henry College, 1963
North Illinois University, 1960
Hutchins on Zuckerkandle (spoof) sent by Tom Parker
California Elementary School Assoc., 1963
NBC Television - "The Image of America", 1959
Speech by unidentified woman - Japanese interpreter. Refers to NC.
NC - Oct. 6, 1961
WGBH (Cambridge) - Educational material, creative method
NBC Television - "Can Fallout Shelters Save Us?" - 1961
Night Call, 1969
KCET - "Speculation" 1969
WNDT - "Of Men and Ideas" - 1963
"Peace Through Law" 1964
WOR Radio interview with Dick Tobin of World Magazine. 1972
Riverside Radio - WRVR 1963
Brooklyn College Library Associates 14th annual dinner. 1964
Foothill College, Mountain View, CA., 1961
Vellore Hospital, Tape from film sound track. 1963.
Hudson Valley College, Troy, NY. 1962.
T-1XX Sit-Ins - no other information.
Franklin and Marshall, Lancaster, PA - Founder's Day speech by NC
Speech "Environment for World Government" 1970
Reel Number 4 - Ceremony temple music: Interview with Mr. Hessel Tiltman and Joseph Froum; Interview with Col. Schenk; Interview with Gen. Sams.
Reel Number 3 - Kabuki Play; Yokohama Choir; interview with boy and his songs plus his interview with Professor.
Reel Number 5 - Interview with Gen. Sams; Interview with Ashai press and world government people.
Remarks by Dr. Frank Baxter re: "Frames of Reference", 1964
NC Tape Number 2 - Interviewed about the U.N.
AAUN - from Ann Gores of Costa Mesa, CA. 1961.
N.E.A. Education and Editor Conference - NC Speech, 1955
Citizens' Committee for Nuclear Test Ban 1963
Viewpoint - Norman Cousins - MBS Network 1958
British/American Chamber of Commerce, 1961.
Phone interview with NC, Editor-In-Chief, McCall Corp., 1968.
NC remarks re: Hiroshima Exhibit, 1970
NC picnic - 1957
NC - Detroit, 1961
Mary Knoll World - complimentary copy to NC, 1975
NC Project, - Band 1: Paul Newman; Band 2: Steve Allen; Band 3: Paul Newman; Band 4: Paul Newman; Band 5: James Whitmore; Band 6: Steve Allen; Band 7: James Whitmore; Band 8: James Whitmore; Band 9: Paul Newman. 1962
Clean Air Week - NC interview, 1972.
Very small tapes in gold box: 1 to 3: A. Palmer with artist; 4: A. Palmer and Sy Gomberg actual play. 4 boxes total. [in folder 1]
Very small tape in gold box - Puerto Rico, old fort. [in folder 2] 1969
Very small tape in gold box - Mountains of California from plane [in folder 2]
Small tape in black box - NC excerpt from Something to Think About. KVOM Radio, University of Minnesota, [in folder 3] 1955
Wrapped in old notebook paper - "reel 5" [folder 4]
IBM 3" magnabelt tape. No identification [folder 5]
Tape in metal cartridge - Model R.L. No identification. [folder 6].
Correspondence: 1940's - 1950's
H - I - J - K - L
V - W - X - Y - Z
Correspondence: 1960's
California Issue Saturday Review - October 1967
Negotiation Now
Nixon: Manpower
Polk, Benjamin - 1965
Pan American - USSR - 7/15 - 7/19/68
Saturday Review - 40th anniversary
Seaborg, Glenn
Correspondence: 1975
Commission to Study the Organization of Peace
Commission to Study the Negotiation of Peace
Invisible Ink Letters
Iverson, Lalla
Levine, Wendy - 9/24/75
Nesher Correspondence on Arab-Jewish Center
Saturday Review in Great Britain
Saturday Review - Letters: A & B to subscribers
Saturday Review - Recent Promotion Materials and Advertising Rate Card
Strong, Maurice - filed '75 for reference
Strong, Maurice - Williams, David
TV mailing - RLT
UNA Board Meeting
University of Mid-America
Correspondence: 1976
Saturday Review Press
Taylor, Frank - Proposal for SR home TV.
Correspondence: 1977-1978
Ad Agency Dinners
Diary. Thank You Letters
Jackie Lassiter -- Energy
Van Stolk, Mary
Correspondence: 1973-1979
Cosmic Search
Disillusioned Reader Letters
Einstein Peace Prize
Fund For Peace
Himalayan International Institute
Home Swap Clubs Gear Up
National Academy of Sciences. National Research Council
Activities [Poland]
Congress for World Unity (Fathers Sabatino and Mervielle)
Vittorini, Carl
Williams, Ms. Roger
Whetsel and Gresky
Weigel - China
Workshop on World Humor
World Development Newsletter
World Neighbors
Correspondence: 1980-1983
International College
Smallwood, William - Health Data International
Correspondence: 1954 - 1973
Norton Simon Inc. - (1 of 2) 1970
Norton Simon Inc. - (2 of 2) 1970
Norton Simon - 1970
NSI [Norton Simon Inc.] - Museum of Art - 1970
Q (empty) - 1970
Saturday Review - staff memos - 1970
Saturday Review - 1968 - 1970
T - 1968 - 1970
Teachers College - 1968 - 1970
U - 1968 - 1970
V (empty) - 1968 - 1970
W - 1968 - 1970
X - Y - Z - 1968 - 1970
McCall's - 1968 - 1970
McCall's - memos - 1966 - 1969
Mahoney - McCall's - 1966 - 1969
Mc - 1966 - 1969
Norton Simon Inc. - 1966 - 1969
S.R. Health Inc. - 1966 - 1969
McCall's - 1966 - 1969
NSI [Norton Simon Inc.] - 1966 - 1969
NSI Museum - 1966 - 1969
Norton Simon Inc. - (1 of 2) 1966 - 1969
Norton Simon Inc. (2 of 2) 1966 - 1969
English Speaking Union - 1970
Goodell, Charles E. - 1970
Kolodin, Irving - 1970
McCall's Publishing Co. - Presentation - Fullerton, CA. - March 1970
McCall's - Fitzgerald, etc. - 1970
Mahoney speech drafted by NC - Anti-Defamation League October 21, 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Financial Statements - ending July 31, 1970
Norton Simon Inc. - Financial statements ending May 31, 1970
Norton Simon Inc. - In the News - 1970
Norton Simon Inc. - [Report ] - in binder 1970
Norton Simon Inc. - Board Monthly Data Book - May 4, 1970
Norton Simon Inc. - Board of Directors Meeting - August 11, 1970
Strategic plan for Norton Simon Inc. - Corporate Planning - July 13, 1970
Norton Simon Inc. - Stockholders Meeting - November 10, 1970
Norton Simon Inc. - McCall's - SEC Form 4 - 1970 - 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Museum of Art - 1970 - 1971
Norton Simon - 1970 - 1971
O - 1970 - 1971
Organs - Re: Allen Organs, Baldwin Organs - 1970 - 1971
P - 1970 - 1971
R - 1970 - 1971
S - 1970 - 1971
Saturday Review - staff memos (1 of 3) 1970 - 1971
Saturday Review - staff memos - (2 of 3) 1970 - 1971
Saturday Review - staff memos - (3 of 3) 1970 - 1971
Saturday Review - financial - 1970 - 1971
Saturday Review Inc. - insurance info - 1970 - 1971
Saturday Review Inc. - NC - contract - September 17, 1971
Saturday Review Inc. - investments - 1970 - 1971
Saturday Review - general - 1970 - 1971
T - 1970 - 1971
Teachers College - 1970 - 1971
Times Mirror - 1970 - 1971
U - 1970 - 1971
V - 1970 - 1971
W - 1970 - 1971
X - Y - Z - (empty) 1970 - 1971
A - 1970 - 1971
B - 1970 - 1971
B - biology and mental disease - schizophrenia - 1970 - 1971
C - 1970 - 1971
D - 1970 - 1971
E - (empty) 1970 - 1971
F - 1970 - 1971
Fareed, Omar - 1970 - 1971
Ford Foundation - medical project - 1970 - 1971
G - 1970 - 1971
H - 1970 - 1971
I - 1970 - 1971
J - 1970 - 1971
K - 1970 - 1971
L - 1970 - 1971
Lindsay, John - 1970 - 1971
Mc - 1970 - 1971
McCall's - Fitzgerald - (1 of 2) 1969
McCall's - Fitzgerald - (2 of 2) 1969
McCall's - Fitzgerald - 1970 - 1971
McCalls's - NC - personal contract - 1967 - 1968
M - 1970 - 971
NC - personal - 1964 - 1971
NC personal - 1970 - 1971
N - 1970 - 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Interim Report to Shareholders - September 30, 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Corporate Social Responsibility Clips - No. 5 - 1970 - 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - General Interest Clips, No. 4 - 1970 - 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Board of Directors meeting - May 11, 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Compensation-Management seminar, April 8, 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Strategic Plan for Norton Simon Inc. - 1970
Norton Simon Inc. (1 of 2) 1972 - 1973
Norton Simon Inc. - (2 of 2) 1972 - 1973
Norton Simon Inc. Board Meeting - March 9, 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Board Meeting - February 9, 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - investment reports - 1970 - 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Hunt-Wesson Inc. - 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Annual Report - 2 copies 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - General Interest Clips, no. 3 - 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Financial statements - September 30, 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - Financial statements - May 31, 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - (1 of 2) 1971
Norton Simon Inc. - (2 of 2) 1971
Norton Simon - Dave Mahoney manuscript - "It's your dream" - 1969
Norton Simon - David J. Mahoney - 1971
Dave Mahoney - speech - 1969
McCall's - "Great events that changed the world" - 1968
Saturday Review - financial - 1971
Saturday Review - 1971
Saturday Review - 1973
Saturday Review - Veronis - August 1972
Saturday - Veronis - February - May 1972
Saturday Review Inc. - 1971
Saturday Review - NC editorial - November 8, 1971
Saturday Review - NC's memo to JV & NHC - October 25, 1971
Saturday Review - market survey - 1971
Saturday Review - market surveys - 1970 - 1971
Saturday Review - editorial program, financial, etc. - 1971
Saturday Review - mockups - 1971
Simon, Norton - 1961
Simon, Norton - 1962 - 1964
Simon, Norton - 1962
Simon Norton - 1963
Simon - Nc - Rich - Murphy - McCall's memo - 1964
Simon, Norton - 1965
Cominsky, Jack R. - 1958
Cominsky, J.R. - 1960
Cominsky, J.R. - 1954 - 1962
Morlion: 1949-1978
Morlion, Andrew
Pezzimenti, Rocco -"Unfinished loves" - manuscript
Cardinal Wright - notes - 1972, 1978
Morlion - 1971 - 1972
Andreotti, Giulio
Morlion - 1972
Morlion - Manifeste de la democratie integrale - 1972
Morlion - 1971
Morlion memo - 1971
NC/Bob Cholla - Vatican Meeting - 1971
Morlion - 1956 - 1966
Morlion - 1963
Pro-Deo Geo Spiritual Year
Father Morlion book - untitled? - 1959?
Morlion - Revolution of undestanding & esteem
Morlion - 1966 - 1967
Morlion - 1969
Father Morlion re NC - [with notes and articles, 1949 - 1964]
Father Morlion - Radiation Conference - 1962 - 1963
UNA Meeting - March 18, 1965
Morlion - 1962 - 1964
Vatican - misc. (empty)
Cardinal Slipyj - 1968
Father Bruno - 1968
Father Morlion - 1976 - 1978
Morlion - 1977 - 1978
Morlion - Freedom's Challenge - 1977
Father Morlion and film man Tellini
Pope Paul - Morlion - VW Test Ban - World Law Section - 1965
James Douglas - Morlion
Father Morlion - post trip & BEA?
Cofidential report from FM - July 24, 1963
Morlion - recent [1963]
Morlion - recent [1964 - 1965]
Morlion - human rights - 1964
Morlion - 1962 - 1963
Father Morlion - pre-trip plus reports - 1962
Morlion - Rome - 1964
Saturday Review: 1973-1976?
Subscription lists - computer printout
Connecticut Education: 1944-1951
Annual Report - Commission of Education - 1948 - 1949
Governor's Fact-Finding Commission on Education - October 7, 1949
Weber, C.A. Organization & Administration in Public School Districts... June 6, 1950
Education in Connecticut, January 3, 1951
Survey of School Buildings, October 1, 1949
Agenda - meetings - 1950
Dinner meeting
Citizens' Advisory Committee
College Legislative Committee - 1949
Connecticut Advisory Committee - 1949
Connecticut Education Association - 1950
Governor's Education Study Commission - [Studying our schools] - October 1949
Fact-Finding Commission Reports - 1949 - 1950
Do Citizens and Education Mix? 1950?
Planning Conference - 1949 - 1950
International Racial Commission - 1949 - 1950
New Haven Taxpayers Research Council
Leipzig Study - 1950
Connecticut Education - Higher - 1944 - 1951
Senate Investigating Committee - 1947?
History and purpose of Commission
News Releases - 1949 - 1951
Programs - 1949 - 1950
Administration & Organization
Publicty - 1949 - 1950
Personnel Study, Teachers - 1950
Service letters
State of Connecticut - 1950
Office files: 1942 -1973
Education - fine arts programs in colleges
Education - Connecticut Citizens for Public Schools - ca. 1952?
Education - Citizens and Their Schools - 1952 - 1953
UWF - Washington Convention - June 1954
Kecskemeti, Paul - Whitehead and the report against metaphysics
Schulyer, Robert Livingston - Macaulay and his history - a hundred years later
Netherlands East Indies - bibliography
Spier, Henry O - World War II in our magazines and books
Books - chart of objectives for booksellers
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Farnsley, Charles - Democracy vs. Platonism
WAWF - Proposals/new ideas, etc.
Donald Keyes - speeches/testimonials
Medical topics - articles
History of American magazines
United Nations Univesity
Quincy Conference on human survival
Public schools crisis
UCLA files, speeches, travels: 1981-1983
American Psychiatric Association - New Orleans - - cancelled May 14, 1981
Einstein Awards Luncheon - Washington, D.C. - - NC cancelled May 19, 1981
Cal State University graduation - Long Beach - - cancelled May 27, 1981
Grand Rounds - Ob/Gyn - Dr. Assali - UCLA-CHS - - NC cancelled May 29, 1981
State U. of N.Y., Downstate Med. Ctr. - - Brooklyn, N.Y. - cancelled June 2, 1981
U. Oklahoma College of Medicine Commencement - Oklahoma City - - cancelled June 7, 1981
U. of Health Sciences/Chicago Med. Schl. - Chicago - - cancelled June 11, 1981
American Heart Asso. Symposium (with Omar Fareed) - L.A. Hilton Hotel - June 12, 1981
Major Stress-related Diseases Symposium - Century Plaza Hotel - June 13, 1981
VA Special Medical Advistory Group - Washington, D.C. - June 24 - 25, 1981
St. Mary Med. Center - Grand Rounds - Long Beach - - NC cancelled June 26, 1981
Christian Churches International Meet. - Anaheim - August 3, 1981
American Psychological Association - Los Angeles - September 7, 1981
Ruth Mott Fund Board Meeting - Flint, Michigan - September 28, 1981
Menninger Foundation Board Meetings - Topeka, Kan. - September 30 - October 2, 1981
McEnerney Lecture - U.C. Berkeley - - cancelled October 1981
Center for Chinese Medicine - Los Angeles - October 13, 1981
Amer. Academy of Psychiatry and Law - Coronado, - NC cancelled Ca. - October 17, 1981
Reiss Davis Child Study Center - Los Angeles - - cancelled October 21, 1981
Alliance for Survival - Beverly Hills - October 22, 1981
Pritikin Center - Miramar - Santa Monica - - cancelled October 23, 1981
Cancer Advisory Council - San Francisco - - didn't go October 28, 1981
National Center for Health Education - Board - San Francisco - - cancelled October 29 - 30, 1981
Calif. Institute for Cancer Research - Pasadena - - p.m. November 1, 1981
CBS Cable - KCOP - Hollywood - 915 N. LaBrea - - a.m. November 3, 1981
Cable News Network - Los Angeles - - p.m. November 3, 1981
UCLA Extension Series: Scientific Problems - Wandsworth VA - Nov. 4, 11, 18, 23, Dec. 2, 1981
Kettering Foundation - November 5 - 6, 1981
Aesculapian Dinner Dance - Century Plaza - November 7, 1981
Hour of Power - Dr. Robt. Schuller - Garden Grove, CA. - November 8, 1981
Veterans Admin. SMAG - Washington, D.C. - November 9 - 10, 1981
Ruth Mott Fund Board - Committee Meeting - Los Angeles - November 11 - 12, 1981
Teachers College dinner - Santa Monica - November 19, 1981
Brown for U.S. Senate - L.A. Museum of Science & Industry - Los Angeles - November 20, 1981
Pharmacology Lecture - UCLA - November 24, 1981
Soviet - American Writers Conference - Kiev, U.S.S.R. - November - December 1981
Cal Poly Pomona - Pomona - - NC cancelled December 1, 1981
CBS Radio - Face to Face - Hollywood - December 4, 1981
Vision of Today - Taping - Cable TV - Los Angeles - December 5, 1981
Ruth Mott Fund Board - Flint, MI - December 7, 1981
Larry King Show - Arlington, VA. - December 7, 1981
Congressman Albert Gore - Author Series - Washington, D.C. - December 8, 1981
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I was desperate to have a second baby because I disliked being an only child
- I've always felt I missed out because I was an only child.
- When it came to having kids, I wanted a big, noisy family.
- Despite many obstacles, I was determined to keep going until my daughter had at least one sibling.
I wasn't always an only child ; I became one when I was 4 and my brother, who was 18 months old, died. I was too young to remember him, but I always longed for the brother I didn't get to grow up with.
With the tragedy of his death too much to bear, my parents divorced soon after, and my mom became a single mom. We moved in with my grandparents, and although I adored them, I often got bored and lonely. I did get pretty good at entertaining myself, racing frogs from the pond in our yard, helping my grandfather in his vegetable garden, or talking to make-believe fairies in the apple orchard.
Three of my cousins lived on the farm next door, and I spent as much time there as possible, grateful for the company of my own age. Even when we moved to a nearby town, I constantly pestered my mom to see them. It was way more fun hanging out with them, playing backyard games , and enjoying noisy dinners than when the two of us were in our quiet house.
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I was envious that they had each other and knew when it came to my turn to have kids, I wanted a big, noisy family .
My first birth was traumatic
The birth of my first daughter was traumatic as I developed symptoms of HELLP Syndrome , a life-threatening illness considered a variant of preeclampsia. This resulted in me needing a C-section under general anesthesia and a 10-day stint in hospital for both of us. Thankfully, we were both OK.
A year later, I got pregnant but miscarried. After two more miscarriages, D&Cs , fertility testing, and even surgery to remove scar tissue after being diagnosed with Asherman's Syndrome, which is a rare condition that can affect the ability to stay pregnant, it seemed like the odds of having more kids were stacked against us.
"Perhaps you're only destined to have one child," my mother said one day. It came from a good place, as she could see the toll it was taking on me and my husband. Desperate for my daughter not to be an only child , I couldn't give up.
Despite the challenges, I didn't want to give up trying for another child
Three years after my first daughter was born, I got pregnant again, and this time, it stuck. After what happened the first time, I lived in constant fear something might go wrong again. But my fears were unfounded, and we were blessed with a healthy baby girl — and a sibling for my daughter.
I was thrilled, but I wanted more children. However, my husband thought we were lucky to have two healthy daughters, so why push it? For the sake of my health, marriage, and sanity, I agreed we should stop there.
Almost 15 years ago, we moved from the UK to Singapore and then New York. My dad eventually remarried and had kids who are much younger than me, but my mom didn't remarry and lives alone. As the years go by, and she gets older and her grandkids, whom she adores, grow up fast, I feel increasingly guilty that we live far away. Despite the distance, we have a close bond, and I'm thankful for that.
Although I don't love being an only child, it did have some benefits, from always being the favorite to never having to share toys or deal with sibling rivalry. These days, when my kids are driving me mad because they're arguing, getting angry when one takes the other's phone charger, or accusing us of having favorites, I remember how lucky I am to have them and remind them how lucky they are, too.
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Speaking Russian in America
By Sasha Vasilyuk
Ms. Vasilyuk is the author of the novel “Your Presence Is Mandatory.” She wrote from San Francisco.
In January 2022, I was planning a summer trip to Ukraine and Russia for my 4-year-old son and me.
I spent half of my childhood in Ukraine and half in Russia before moving to the United States when I was a teenager. When I became a parent, my one, obsessive goal — as a mother raising a child in America with a man who spoke only English — was to teach my son Russian. It wasn’t about his future résumé; it was because Russian forms such a deep-rooted part of my immigrant identity that I couldn’t imagine talking to my child in another language.
I spoke to him exclusively in Russian and found him a Russian-language day care. For three years, his Russian was better than his English. But when he turned 4 and made English-speaking friends, it started to slip. He started inserting English words in otherwise Russian sentences and talking to himself in English while playing alone.
Then, after a Christmas break with his American grandma, he spoke to me in English. I panicked. I decided he needed a full immersion as soon as possible.
A visit to Ukraine and Russia would allow him to see that his mother’s native language wasn’t a quirk of hers but something normal for millions of people. I told him he’d eat piroshki , see the circus and finally meet his cousins in Kyiv and Moscow.
One month later, Russian forces poured into Ukraine.
I did not immediately tell my son a war had started. I believe in telling children the truth, but I couldn’t even explain to myself why one of my homelands was invading the other, why my cousins in Kyiv were hiding in bomb shelters, why my cousins in Moscow were fleeing the country. Maybe I’d tell him once I had a better grasp of what was happening or, better yet, when it was over. I was certain that it wouldn’t — couldn’t — last long.
For two days, I called family in Ukraine in the early morning, before he woke up, and reserved my tears for nights. On the third day, we were hiking in a park when two American women approached and asked what language we were speaking. When I said, “Russian,” their faces contorted, and one of them said, “Oops,” as if they’d caught me doing something wrong.
If I’d been on my own, I might have said that the Russian language, spoken by many in Ukraine and other former Soviet republics where Russian was mandated, is not an indicator of political or moral affiliation with the actions of Vladimir Putin. But I wasn’t on my own, and I didn’t want my son to see his mother having to defend herself. We hurried on down the hill. When he asked me why that lady had said “Oops,” I said I had no idea.
Afterward, I grew self-conscious at stores and playgrounds and tried not to speak Russian to him too loudly.
One of Mr. Putin’s bogus reasons for the invasion was to protect Russian speakers in Ukraine, even though many Russian speakers — like my family — had felt perfectly safe in their bilingual country. As tanks rolled toward Kyiv, I thought about the effort and resources I’d expended teaching my son a language that was being used as an excuse for violence. I’d entangled him in a mess that he did not have to be a part of.
Many people in Ukraine vowed to stop speaking Russian, but that didn’t feel like the right solution for us. I decided to carry on as we were and say nothing about the war until and unless he asked.
I read articles by psychologists that recommended never lying to your children, even about distressing events; they cautioned that it’s important to dole out the truth in a limited, age-appropriate manner. I found an article that said to “ask yourself whether you are lying to benefit your kids or lying more to benefit yourself.” I had a hard time separating the two. I knew that compared with my relatives in Russia and Ukraine, I was lucky to have the choice to lie at all.
I’ve read reports of parents in war zones going to extreme lengths to hide the brutality of war from their children, even as they live it. Part of me thinks that this merciful lying is a biological instinct, that it’s somehow better for the survival of the species to allow our children to believe the world is better than it is.
But it can also be cultural. Soviet history, for example, contains a lot of private grief under a gilded collective exterior. My grandfather was a prisoner of war in World War II. He hid it from us his whole life because in the twisted moral code of the Soviet Union, P.O.W.s were considered almost traitors . My family learned of his secret only after his death, when we discovered a confession letter in which he begged the K.G.B. not to tell us because he didn’t want to traumatize us with his shame. I never really understood that until Russia invaded.
As the war dragged on, the summer of our planned trip came and went. My son didn’t notice, and I thanked his child brain’s nebulous sense of time for sparing me the need to explain. That November, he turned 5. I increased his dose of Russian-language cartoons and started to teach him to read in Russian.
Then one day he came home from day care and asked, “Mama, is there a war in Ukraine?”
A mix of panic and relief washed over me. We went to the world map on the wall of his bedroom, designed by a friend from Kyiv. I showed him the outline of Ukraine, with its little cartoons of borscht and onion-domed churches. I said something about tanks, about how terrible war was. He nodded silently. I kept it limited and age-appropriate. I also omitted a crucial piece: He did not ask me who started the war, and I didn’t tell him. I could not bring myself to volunteer that it was Russia.
A few months later, I saw my son make a beeline for a Russian-speaking family on the beach. When I caught up, they were asking him — and then me — where we were from. Their tone was urgent, insistent. They needed to know we weren’t from Russia; they had recently arrived in the United States from Kherson, Ukraine. As soon as I heard “Kherson,” I sent my son off to play. Their son was just a few years older, and he seemed to be traumatized, alternating between staring into space and angry outbursts at his grandma. I listened to how the family had survived a brutal six-month Russian occupation and watched my son play in the distance.
Let his little brain know about suffering. But not about Russia’s betrayal. Not yet.
Sasha Vasilyuk is the author of the novel “ Your Presence Is Mandatory .”
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Norman Cousins - Beverly Hills, California. In the face of nuclear war and ultimate annihilation, writer and editor Norman Cousins wonders about the destiny of man. In his essay from the 1950s, Cousins believes we have the resources to overcome our fears and welcome a new golden age of history. 00:00.
In the face of possible nuclear war and ultimate annihilation, writer and editor Norman Cousins wonders about the destiny of man. In his essay from the 1950s, Cousins believes we have the resources to overcome our fears and welcome a new golden age of history. Click here to read a transcript and to hear the audio of his "This I Believe" essay.
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Norman Cousins died on November 30, 1990, following cardiac arrest, and having lived years longer than doctors more than once had predicted: ten years after his first heart attack, sixteen years after his collagen illness, and twenty-six years after his doctors first diagnosed heart disease. In American National Biography, Cousins's life is ...
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Norman Cousins (June 24, 1915 - November 30, 1990) was an American political journalist, author, professor, and world peace advocate. Early life [ edit ] Cousins was born to Jewish immigrant parents Samuel Cousins and Sarah Babushkin Cousins, in West Hoboken, New Jersey (which later became Union City ). [2]
Overview. Presented in five consecutive standard-period classes, students are invited to contribute to the This I Believe essay-writing project by writing and submitting a statement of personal belief. This is a challenging, intimate statement on one's beliefs and one's own daily life philosophy, considering moments when belief was formed ...
Norman Cousins (born June 24, 1912, Union Hill, N.J., U.S.—died Nov. 30, 1990, Los Angeles, Calif.) was an American essayist and editor, long associated with the Saturday Review.. Cousins attended Teachers College, Columbia University, and began his editorial career in 1934.From 1942 to 1972 he was editor of the Saturday Review. Following his appointment as executive editor in 1940, he ...
Laughing All the Way. Author and scholar Norman Cousins' pioneering research on the impact of humor on health continues through the center that bears his name. Dan Gordon '85. July 1, 2019. B y the time he joined the UCLA faculty in 1978, Norman Cousins was a giant in 20th-century America — known as a writer, as editor in chief of the ...
Norman Cousins, a man of letters and peace who late in life wrote of his self-willed triumph over illness, adding yet another dimension to one of the most multifaceted careers of our time, died of ...
Norman Cousins's essay and book won millions of readers in the United States and beyond. His works compelled people to look beyond the understandable jubilation about the end of the Second World War and to consider how the atomic bombs which helped bring the conflict to a conclusion also entailed a new terror: the prospect of humanity's ...
Cousins, Norman (June 24, 1915 — November 30, 1990) — was a prominent and highly influential political journalist, author, professor, world peace advocate, and healing arts visionary. He was ...
Cousins was born on June 24, 1912, in Union Hill, N.J. After graduating in 1933 from Columbia University, he worked for such publications as the New York Evening Post and Current History magazine before joining what was then called the Saturday Review of Literature in 1940. He soon introduced essays that drew a connection between literature and ...
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In August 1945, 12 days after learning of the atomic bombing of Hiroshima, Norman Cousins, the American editor of the small circulation Saturday Review of Literature, wrote a forceful essay titled "Modern Man Is Obsolete," describing his fear of "forces man can neither channel nor comprehend.". The essay gained attention and set Cousins ...
Norman Cousins, Still Laughing. Medicine Is Only Half the Battle, Asserts the Maven of Humor. By Don Colburn. October 20, 1986 at 8:00 p.m. EDT. About 10 years ago, an improbable article about an ...
High school essays, letters. box 1226. High school newspaper: The Square Deal. Scope and Contents note (NC editor) box 1154, folder 6-8 . High school ... Letters to Norman Cousins from friends and readers of SR 1941-1969. box 1307. NC scrapbook 1974. box 1307, box 1308. NC scrapbook: Jan-May book I, June-Dec. book II 1973.
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THE belief has persisted, says Norman Cousins, that the major leaders of the American Revolution and the drafters of the Constitution "were essentially agnostics or atheists."
Mr. Cousins's own program for recovery is a kind of holistic regimen with a heavy stress on positive thinking, along with massive doses of Vitamin C. He leaves the hospital to live at a Manhattan ...
Norman Cousins 'Essay Who Killed Benny Paret'. I believe the essay "Who Killed Benny Paret" better expressed an example of cause and effect writing. Norman Cousins explains in great detail a few cause and effect points about boxing. First, Cousins begins explaining the fight that took Paret's life, because of the foul comment he made to the ...
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Three of my cousins lived on the farm next door, and I spent as much time there as possible, grateful for the company of my own age. Even when we moved to a nearby town, I constantly pestered my ...
Norman L. Eisen investigated the 2016 voter deception allegations as counsel for the first impeachment and trial of Donald Trump and is the author of "Trying Trump: A Guide to His First Election ...
One month later, Russian forces poured into Ukraine. I did not immediately tell my son a war had started. I believe in telling children the truth, but I couldn't even explain to myself why one ...